Mo's Journal

okay first of all "what should i do about them" kinda sounds like you wanna dispose of them lmao. second of all i dont know you or your crush lol. but here's ya options:

- tell them and date them
- tell them and not date them
- dont tell them and not date them

important notez: dont date if you're in middle school... coming from someone who had a partner in 8th grade and 9th grade. for those outside the usa, middle school (grades 6 to 8) is about 11 to 14 ish. high school (grades 9 to 12) is ages 14 to 18. if you're younger than 12 you should NAWT be on the internet (MUCH LESS MY PAGE) deadass. see look i said a curse word. this place is EVIL!!!

also if they reject you that's okay it happens to EVERYONE i promise you. but if they're like ACTUALLY MEAN about it? i don't think you be with someone's who mean to you.

as you can see i cannot give advice because i am stupid and also do not know you :P

look how gooood these turned out good lawd..... also look at me

tweaking over my awesome nails because i spent like 2 hours on the left hand and i still have to do the other hand. like this time ill know what to do after the HORRID trial and error of the first one but like... bitch my non dominant haaaaand... also heres a picture yippee.



look how kewl. its inspired off of three beach house songs (zebra, white moon, lapis lazuli) but bro im tired i dont wanna do my other hand UGHHH. ill still do it today though while my dad and sister are at her scouts meeting so i can just do them without anyone bothering me lole.

also about rough song by bh: i fucking clocked the meaning HARD! i was reading the beach house song meanings archive shit and victoria said it was kinda about women and girls or something, like a mom and a daughter but theres like "a little bit of abuse and a little bit of alcoholism." I KNEW IT!!!!! like dude every time i listen to it i think of me and my mom and i literally sit there like... uhhhh miss legrand... my mom is the furthest thing from an alcoholic but um... wehhhh vicky can you come pick me up........ pwease

dear god i dont wanna do my fuckass nails. also the worst part is that they're gonna stay on for like a week and a half and then ima take em off and do my snow leopard press ons after i get nail glue. y? becoz im going to tenerife and i dont want my press ons falling off in the ocean?? and then ill put on the press ons when i go to bristol after the tenerife trip. bruhhh i get a two day break between trips... the fuck... okay well maybe my nails will be fine and ill use the press ons for some different occasion?

also i dont even know when my next therapy appointment is. my therapist always emails my dad about when the next available time is but guess what GROWN ASS MAN doesn't check his email???????? motherfucker you FORTY NINE! mom checks his email though so. idk. dafawk. but dude... i havent had therapy since early december pls can i win. all i have is this fuckass journal, my actual journal, and a spork. idk what else to write other than my face is itchy and i am in bed wif my plushies.

ok so i was just about to add something silly to my strawpage yesterday when i saw that my views jumped from zero to 48?????? so i was like. oh shit dude there's like everything about me on dreamwidth and potentially my pronouns.page!!!! so i went in here and there and just got rid of the really weird and/or unnecessary bs around this thingy. that was a little scary. cuz i don't wanna be DMed by a homie or someone in the same discord server like "wtf is this bro." like at first i thought i was safe because not even my homies were looking at my strawpage in my instagram bio so i was like "okay im allowed to be a little bit messy." but fucking 48 views bro? the fuck.... so yeah that's why i can't tell if i'm really far up in the wired or the wired is really far up in MY ASS. (lain ref)

also someone made a 49 page doc about the meaning behind all beach house songs IN THE WORDS OF BEACH HOUSE. they watched and read like ALL interviews ever, made an archive of those, and then listed each song and the meaning explained over like 123456789 interviews. and silver soul? its not even supposed to sound sad. victoria just took inspo from the dude from twin peaks saying "it is happening again" (obviously? beach house is literally the twin peaks band). but like... the "silver soul" is just some dark and beautiful persona of sexuality bro. its about sex. i mean you can definitely hear it in the lyrics, but i thought it was supposed to be apart of the "i don't love you anymore" type shit.

so get this!!!! the song i've been crying to for years IS A SEX SONG!!!!!!

pink funeral was kinda what i imagined it was about. its not exactly super sad but it aint happy either? hashtag delusions. and sadly the only thing about new romance is that it was the hardest to make on once twice melody, but i think mostly everyone can tell that its about how NEW romance involves unromantic online interaction or lack thereof. so i fuck with that song HEAVYYYY. but TINA DOESN'T FUCKING LIKE THAT SONG!!!! AND HER NAME AIN'T EVEN TINA.

alex: duuude... *passes blunt*

victoria: duuude... *gracefully accepts blunt*

alex: yknow what this music video needs?

victoria: what...? oh shit.

alex: oh shit.

victoria and alex: *slowly gets up and looks at each other* OUR GUY NEEDS TO GIVE BIRTH TO A TURKEY SANDWICH FROM HIS CHEST!!!

director person idk: nah you right

victoria and alex: AND THEN THE OTHER PEOPLE EAT IT AND BARF EVERYWHERE.

gerard way: *phases in out of nowhere* vomit? me likeyyy...

everyone else: GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE